This is my main blog, but I use ayzula more often.
Also Emma is a nerd.
Letting everyone down would be my greatest unhappiness.
Look into my eyes so you know what it’s like to live a life not knowing what a normal life’s like.
Short Term 12 (2013)
I'm so sorry Beth. I'm so sorry. I know how it feels now.
S h e ’ s t r y i n g t o r e p l a c e m e.
It’s like I’m reading a book… and it’s a book I deeply love. But I’m reading it slowly now. So the words are really far apart and the spaces between the words are almost infinite. I can still feel you… and the words of our story… but it’s in this endless space between the words that I’m finding myself now. It’s a place that’s not of the physical world. It’s where everything else is that I didn’t even know existed. I love you so much. But this is where I am now. And this who I am now. And I need you to let me go. As much as I want to, I can’t live your book any more.
I apologize for my appearance. But I have had a difficult time these past several years.
12 Years a Slave (2013), dir. Steve McQueen
“Dearest Cecelia, […] I can become again the man who once crossed the surrey park at dusk, in my best suit, swaggering on the promise of life. The man who, with the clarity of passion, made love to you in the library. The story can resume. I will return. Find you, love you, marry you and live without shame.” - Atonement, 2007.
Remember those posters that said, “Today is the first day of the rest of your life”? Well, that’s true of every day but one - the day you die.
get to know me thing:
∟ 5 movies: Fight Club [1/5]
Man, I see in fight club the strongest and smartest men who’ve ever lived. I see all this potential, and I see squandering. God damn it, an entire generation pumping gas, waiting tables; slaves with white collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don’t need. We’re the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War’s a spiritual war… our Great Depression is our lives. We’ve all been raised on television to believe that one day we’d all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won’t. And we’re slowly learning that fact. And we’re very, very pissed off.